Tuesday, 28 November 2006

Taking it all in

I have taken the last 5 days to think about all this.

I am not going to tell Sgt Major anything!! I have decided it is his problem and I do not have to get involved... If he is reading then it is his problem and if he doesn't like what I say then that is too bad too.

I have never said anything but the fact that I don't like his style of training for me and if he is getting anything other than that from someone else then he is an idiot for believing something he hasn't read himself.

I have still been blogging but for me only so that I don't forget what I have done in my days.

I am still quite angry about the whole situation because I have had to change my life as I don't want to deal with her anymore. I know that is my decision and that others would have stayed in the group even though she was there but I am finally losing weight... and it feels good and having her not in my life is a big huge change for the better! I don't want to change that. I don't want to go back to the competing with her as she likes that and does better for it but I do not!

I go for my weigh in tonight... not too sure about what will happen but I haven't been too bad.

I have 600 grams to get to my 5th stone OMG I hope I make it... but if not I will make it later!

I have a new workout week now. Instead of Lean twice a week I have the following workout:

Monday night: New Program from Crusher it is a killer but it is a program that both Debbie and I have to do together as it has kickboxing in a pair with punches etc.. quite liking it so far.

Wednesday: Kickboxing class with Crusher

Thursday: Personal Training with Crusher for both Debbie and I

Friday: Personal Training just me with Crusher.

Sunday: Our Program from Crusher

So I am pretty pleased with that weekly line up and in about six weeks Debbie and I can re-evaluate it and change it. To be quite honest I feel like I am doing more with exercise than I did with Lean... Lean was fantastic for meeting such wonderful people but I get more of a sweat up with the personal training and the ones with Debbie as I think I try harder.

Tomorrow night after doing our first double PT session with Crusher Debbie and I are going out for Kebab's and some Christmas shopping. We are doing the secret santa at work and Debbie and I are going out to buy something for our secret santa's... it is going to be soooo much fun.

I haven't done the girly thing like that for a while. Poor Debbie keeps asking me to go out but with work, kids and hubby life is sooo hectic and I find enough time for exercise but it takes it away from the family so juggling is sooo hard for me.

I finished all my Christmas shopping on Saturday and hubby brought me my anniversary present and so we put it up... it was a swing for outside... that fits 3 people on it. So nice. It goes really well with the colour of our house hmmmm and relaxing too.

OMG OMG OMG I am nervous about the weigh in tonight... wish me luck. I will come and update later on.

Love Chubbymum

::::::::::UPDATE::::::::::::
I lost tonight!!! 600 grams and it took me to my
5th STONE
Woohooo I got my
5th STONE OMG OMG OMG.
I have now lost 31.5 kilos... guys I am on a roll!
I am free and I am feeling like nothing can stop me.
I am now at 123.2 and I am on my way to getting under the 120's...
So my next hurdle is 119.
That is 3.3 kilos to go.
My 35 kilo lost will take me to 119.7... so here I come!!

14 comments:

Kate said...

Woohooo!! Well done!

Hippygal said...

Congrats :)

Karen said...

WOOOHOOO!!!! Awesome work hun and well done!!! *BIG HUGS* You are on fire and you rock!!!!!

Felicity said...

fan-bloody-tastic
I am so pleased for you girl.
Have you seen that Nov 06 photo compared to the Jan 05-you are looking amazing girl.

Anne said...

Yay!! That is so great - fanastic to hear!!!!

Rachel said...

You little ripper!!!!! Congratulations you clever clever clever girl!!!

Your weekly work out looks awesome as well.

Leighanne said...

Congratulations!!!
You have done so well:)

celtic_girl said...

Well done on your huge achievment, you have earned it and deserve it:)

tracy said...

Well done. You have done brilliantly.

From a Ellie to a Giraffe said...

Hello CM

That is so great 5 stones down.

Kate

Helena said...

you are a bloody star mate, congratulations you deserve to bask in the glory! well done, roll on 35!

Janene said...

Congrats CM, that's just fabulous! Your recent decisions to do things your own way have paid off... well done!

Name: Lynise said...

yeeeee haaaaaa I am so please for you. (can't wait for it to be me celebrating that kind of loss as well). I have been off line this week and have just caught up with your last couple of posts. In regards to your concern about people getting their knickers in a knot about your blog, I totally agree with what the others have written. This is your journal and if they don't like it then they don't have to come visiting. When I first found your blog I went back in history and read soooo many old posts as I could relate to so much of what you wrote and have a similar amount of weight to lose. I have always felt that you write in a very real and honest way, and I have never seen anything bad written about Sgnt Major. If someone is telling you he is upset, please don't let it get to you as you nothing to feel guilty about. So many of us are struggling with all the same weight issues and your honestly and down to earth posts are something a lot of us can really relate to. I know it is easy to get caught up in what others may think about us etc, but at the end of the day this is a place where you share YOUR thoughts, and YOUR feelings, if they don't like those thoughts/feelings then tuff. (that may sound harsh, but I truely believe we have to be true to ourselves. If we are living our lives based around trying to please everyone else, we will surely make ourselves miserable.

Debbie said...

YEY CM I'm so pleased for you :D