Wednesday, 1 February 2006

Day went so fast

My day went so fast today... my work has finally got their jetstream working WOHOOOO so I can check my email at work OMG it is fantastic. I was able to keep in contact with hubby and with a friend (after I got my work done that is for sure).

The day went so fast! Better than waiting around all day.

I haven't got much to say tonight! The day was a non really but it was ok.

Tried to convince Kris to come to the gym tonight but in the end I didn't go because I think I just couldn't be bothered really and spent time with the kids.

I want to win Big Wednesday tonight!! I want to win it only because I want some money to go and study full time in something that I want to do.

I am reading a book at the moment which is making me think about how to discover what i really want in life and that I could do anything if I only knew what it was. So it is giving me things to think about.

I know the first thing is to get my weight off but I don't know what to do with my career as I am obviously not happy where I am. Not that the people are great just the job sucks and I feel like I am not challenged enough.

So I am on a career finding mission this year as well as losing weight.

I want to be happy with my life... and that part of my life is not right yet. Mind you I have done a lot of jobs like Financial Administrator and Research Assistant (with Ministry of Education money for the University, where I was dealing with a couple of million dollars), a computer consultant at the University, a computer tutor with a class of 25 people, and now I am an administrator for a creche.... which is good but not challenging enough but VERY good money!

So I have to do something that has good money and good hours to suit my family and something I am interested in.... OMG that seems impossible really doesn't it. I want to do more computer courses but anything I want to do is full time or part time at the wrong hours sooooo my dilema starts.

I am just not going to live my life being bored or not achieving anything because I have one life to live and I want to make the most of it.

GEEESH I thought I didn't have much to say tonight he he he.

Good Night
Love CM

3 comments:

M said...

The job exists. You are putting the right signals out and you shall find out.

Congrats for your loss yesterday too CM. You are doing really well. Keep it going babe and you will be at your goal and kicking butt whereever you go :D

A Girl Running said...

Congratulations on the loss - well done.

fitcat said...

Well done for Tuesday's weigh in CM. You are really going places! That sounds like a great mission too, to find a career that you love and is challenging. Good luck! :)