Friday, 12 August 2005

What should I say?

The last couple of days has been just me trying to recoup. I am still feeling a little dizzy. Monday and Tuesday I spent most of the day in bed as I just didn't feel right and felt like I was shaking inside.

I am so happy with getting my 10% off!! I am so unbelievably happy but I have been bad food wise since. I am not happy with that. So tomorrow I will back on track as I want to keep loosing my 500 grams a week. I want to loose more but I am averaging 500 grams a week and so far that is good. I don't want to go backward... I don't but I fear that I will go backward because of being too complacent.

I went to the gym tonight and did 10 minutes on the rower and 15 minutes on the treadmill and 15 minutes on the bike that you have your legs in front of you. I also did my arm rower (don't know what the machine is called) and my weights for my tummy.

Then went and had a sauna and spa. I feel exhausted today. I haven't been to the gym since Monday morning and I can certainly feel it. I had to keep away for the last couple of days just to get myself back on track.

So I will go back tomorrow night to the gym and then next week back to the routine.
I have been wanting to read and read lately but not having the time to do it. I have this website I have to complete for a business and I just don't want to do it. I am avoiding it like you wouldn't believe and I know I should be doing it but I don't want to. In the last 3 years I have redone it twice and updated it so many times and I only started doing it for my friend to help him out and now it is becoming a pain in the rear end as he is a demanding sort of person.

Had a good day at work today. Starting to feel like I am getting used to it. I do think I might be a little bored in the job once I redo things for them. OMG they are like out of the dark ages with their forms and all their stuff. I went in today and asked if I could try some things out and my boss what like looking at me like she was heaven or something.

I brought some Avon Facial moisturisers and serum's a week ago and have been using them and OMG my face is just so soft and smooth and feeling good. I am really pleased with them. I have tried everything from cheap to expensive products in the shops and I always get dermitis from them and was begining to give up but after using this for the week it feels fantastic.

I am finding it hard to find things to write about in here lately... I go and read some diaries and they have between 15 to 25 comments on their diaries and I can understand why... because they are interesting. I sometimes wonder why anyone reads mine... it is such drivel...

Tomorrow night I might put some of my goals in so that I can reaffirm where I am going.



Chubbymum said...

Margaret [6:49:30 AM]
It is not drivel. You don't appreciate yourself nearly enough you know. Really. You leave a job you love, you start a new job, you are already making improvements in the job, you go to the gym, you keep upping the exercise you are doing, you have children, you care for your Mum. Gees. What else can you fit in - you are great. So let us into your world for a while and then quietly go back to ours. Keep up the good work CM.

Chubbymum said...

Karen [3:51:12 PM]
Your journal is NOT drivel hun!!! Never think that cause it certainly ain't!!! You are an amazing woman with so much happening in your life and we are all here for you!!! Keep up the good work cause you ROCK!!!

Chubbymum said...

Anne [5:00:26 PM]
Don't be silly!! It's not drivel! It's your life and I always enjoy reading what you've been up to!

Chubbymum said...

Felicity [6:37:55 PM]
CM I always enjoy reading your updates and am disapointed if there isn't one so to keep me happy please keep writting
And jsut look at how many others enjoy reading it. YOur r a star.

Chubbymum said...

Emily [9:31:07 PM]
Me too! I like your blog Heres some honest feedback - I personally don't like tagboards. Apart from the fact that they refresh all the time and make the annoying clicking sound, your response is not attached to the post and will get lost the next day. I know I am more likely to leave a comment for someone than a tag.... Anyway, hope you're having a great day today

Chubbymum said...

Linda [1:32:06 AM]
I think it is good to read that other people have everyday lives as well - I never have much to say in my blog but I find it quite therapuetic to sit and type !!(How exciting is that !!!) - take care and have a great week !

Chubbymum said...

Kate [5:12:28 AM]
I love your blog! i agree with Emily though, I'm much more likely to comment on a blog if it is a blogspot one because it is just soooo easy!

Chubbymum said...

Helena [6:47:03 AM]
hi ya chick ... think about why you write a journal ... is it because you want a place to release and vent and get some affirmation from us nosey lot? or is it a place for you to keep in touch with a sincere sensitive world ... or is it for another reason entirely? people come and go but you dont, your thoughts and feelings and ideas are constant ... so keep em comin chick!