Back again!!!

Went back to the doctor yesterday as I still wasn't feeling well.

Wellll.... I burst out in tears as for the last two days (before the doctor) I hadn't slept at all because my nose was blocked and when I went to lay down I couldn't breath and was having panic attacks... (yes it does sound silly but at the time it was quite scary) and I was really upset because I was drained and tired.

Welll...... he he he the doctor said I have a chest infection, ear infection and a and sinus infection
GEESH is that all I said to him.I do feel more like a normal person today apart from the fact that I have been sick , and apparently if the antibiotics aren't working after about 2 to 3 days then I should get my backside back to the doctor.... so let's hope my second lot of antibiotics is going to work this time... it is getting better so I am hopefull. I have been shopping for my son's birthday party tomorrow (he is having a pirate party and soooo excited) I can't say that I am feeling the same about it with all the work I have to do with the cake etc.


So since 1pm to 5.30 pm today I have done eye patches for the little pirates coming he he he and Corbin's cake as you can see in the picture. Still not feeling well and I took a long time doing this cake (3 hours) because my hands were shaking too much he he.

I also decided that since it was his birthday that we would get a hook for his hand and a little pirate knife and some fake pirate teeth so he was spoilt rotten that is for sure.

So from today you can guarantee that I will be back to writing in the diary... I missed it so much last week but as my hubby said that he could tell I was realllllllly unwell because I never never never never miss a chance to get on the computer and if I am not wanting to do it then something is really up.

I can tell you something... I have soooo missed reading everyones journals so I am so far behind it is unbelievable.

Well I will be back tomorrow.

I have my weigh in on Tuesday and I have only 1.3 kilos to loose to get to my 20 kilos. I am so ready to tell Tania "na na na na na I can loose 20 kilos in a year and never tell me I shouldn't aim so high" I never think anyone should say never aim high... what they should say is don't be dissapointed if you don't make it and make realistic goals but I don't think 500grams every week is unrealistic and that is all I am aiming for that is for sure.

It might take me a couple of weeks to get there but the first 20 kilos is just so so so so further than I thought I would get and I had 78 kilos to loose at the start (but not anymore he he he)

Good night everyone... I am back to feeling better and rearing to get going on this weight loss.

I need to say Janine!!! I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. My thoughts are with you. (big hugs)

Love you all
Chubbymum